Turn the page on old, and flip it to new .

I've come to realization that even when the world throws you things you believe can't handle, you must not EVER ever change . It sucks that guys ( blame testoterone) must turn into this Macho Macho man when you get dissed or rejected even if it was done in the most subtle way ever. Yes, I am guilty of very that . It sucks like I said before but like an old wise man once said you must learn from your mistakes. So my fellow gentlemen, take these shots like soldiers for this the reason why we carry bullet proof gear, so we can continue on to this road life will always throw at us. What else can we do ? Get even and rant about how she is wrong and shit ? Man , though it may be beneficial at the moment, you maybe losing an amazing friend. And I am blind to this exact fact . So if playing this guy your really not is whatchu to get even , trust me it aint even worth it. I'm just personally not a sensitive dude so when I do get close to a person and in the process I get hurt ( yea guys get hurt too if you didnt know ), the pride takes over and I come off as this dick I'm really not . So my fellow brothers, dont change for noone. Always remain yourself and even though things didn't go your way, it musta just meant it wasn't right or right now it isnt the time. Maybe later she might realize something idk . I would rather like to think the second one works lol .


Anyways .. I just hadda let that out .

The day is looking nice . Lets see what I might do . I don't what else to blog about, just felt I hadda let that out. Once again I apologize for letting my pride get ahead of myself. I guess I'm maturing in front of my own eyes. Thats a good look .

RIP Michael Jackson

I didn't felt the need to write about the king despite his difference and what not. Say whatchu say and think what you want to, but he revolutionized the music industry and for that I comend you. Thanks for everything you made possible, and we all know you in a better place . Ima just smoke my blunt and bump Jackson Five. I'll call it a day after that lol.

Love Peace and God Bless .

"Yea we can do it up . Just the two of us Me and you shorty, we don't need the crew with us. A little zip and dales , A little Ace of Spade. Ima roll the purp up and let you tast the haze."

I aint looking atchu , Im looking PASSED you

I been slacking when it comes to this blogging shit which sucks because I put so many niggas on. But I promise Ima put other shit to the side and write more often.

I been M.I.A ( cant front )and laying low for a while, getting my head straight and clearing some taughts. See I was dealing with some stuff thanks to a certain misses which is cool . Actually its not, its fucked up but oh well shit happens, its life. If life was great all the time, half of you guys wouldn't blog. Long story short ; I believed her. The lies all of it. Felt like a car the way I was getting gassed up. I deaded my ex for you and look where it got me. See its situations like these that make me the person I am. When I finally let my guard down and you know allow someone to get close to me, they always end up fucking up. I guess I must be this cold hearted nigga now. Though you put me through shit, I wanna take this lil time to thank you. I promise never to allow myself to get fooled like I was with you. Maybe you can take these acts to Broadway one day.

On Another Note ; Niggas is good, Im living, Im breathing. Life is good, aint no need to be strung out over a fucking chick. please never that. I admit you had for two days but trust me baby girl I'm good.

My Birthday Coming Up ...

I'm about to turn 18 , and b legal and finally buy dutches from the bodegas and not Ock lol . See I wanna do it big for the one eight and plan on getting a telly ( hotel ) and renting it for the night. Licks and Natural grown substances will be available. See if your attending this bash, contributions must be brought. A bottle or some stuff ( you know ) will be apreciated. Just be posted and stay tuned for the info. AND OH YEAH ! Any ladies intrested in giving me Birthday Sex , applications will be sent out shortly but test are mandatory. No disrepect, idk what some of you young ladies are carrying now lmao .

Work has beeen dead wack . -____-

I dont blame parents for coming home with atitudes cause I know how they feel. But I'm paper chasing so fuck if I like it or not , my prime objective is stacking big faces so fuck what you heard .

Summer ... ?

This weather be crazy ; Either its cloudy like a mother fucker which means someone in heaven getting lifted or its raining which means someone upstairs has urinal problems . SMH ! Summer is not supposed to be like this man. I wanna be outside with the linen shorts, the shades, the bucket hat low CHILLEN enjoying the sun. This summer gon be better for me than the last. One ; Im not spending money on NO WOMEN ; except for mama dukes ( shout outs ily =] ) Two ; Im stacking . So my outfits gon be on point . Three ; No commitments, Ima enjoy this summer not being cuffed so ladies holla ;) Four ; The whip is coming, so road trips are gonna be on deck !

Aint nothing else to say ; Bloggers im signing out . Take care and show love

Love, Peace and God Bless

"The time's now for her, in time, she'll mature. And maybe we can be we again like we were. Finally, my time's too short to share. And to ask her now it aint fair. So yea, she lost one."

Best things come to those who wait

So I decided not to work today since its crazy ugly outside . Instead I'm doing something much better; BLOGGING. lol I know I haven't been blogggin as much as I would like to but I been caught up with alot of other things. Meanwhile everyone knows who put them on this blogging shit ;). Gimme some credit lol .

Anyways, Aint shit been going on. I been on my laid back shit, relaxing without a care in the world. Isn't that how life supposed to be. Life is too short to be stuck on dum dillema's. I mean if it worth the drama, by all means feel like you want to, but if ITS NOT, then dont stress it. Noone deserves to be walking with their head down, regretting shit. You learn from your mistakes guy, Live, Learn and Love. Those are the 3 L's people should live by.

I know some of you guys are like why is this nigga so positive. I know he go through his own problems and cant be so upbeat all the time. You right, Im not. Maybe its because things have actually been going good. No complaints, Im happy with everything I got, and everything I don't.

When i wasnt blogging and shit, I was , or I guess going through some type of shit. I was stuck in that ' crush stage '. I felt like a little kid again, no fronts. I mean I would talk to this person and nothing felt better. I know im spilling my shit out all in the open but if it rather be somewhere, I rather it be here in my blog where everything and anything goes. Anyways, I aint gon front I liked this girl alot. But you know like Kanye says, " She was the cheerleader of my dreams, and seemed to date the ones on football teams. And I was the class clown who always kept you laughing, we was never meant to be baby, we just happened." I never taught she felt the same way I feel for her. She was MIA for a bit but im glad shes backed. Things are going just fine and a nigga cant be any happier. Maybe thats y im upbeat.
It really doesnt help either, that when describing my perfect girl, she already had lik 90 % of the qualities. Kudos to you babe ;) .

Bloggers, aint much else to talk about. Nothing important for that matter. So Holla.

Love , Peace and God Bless

"I can't believe it babe, you got me disarrayed.
I stand up, end up, it's like I'm stuck in place.
I go to speak my mind, forgetting what to say.
You're the only one who makes me feel this way."

Its been a while

Bloggers , Wassup its been a while since I last wrote. Apologies

A nigga been caught up with alot of things. I started working again and its cool knowing somewhere down the road I got this nice check coming. Vacation has been cool. Alot of nights I came home early in the morning from crazy get togethers. Did I mention I love my niggas ? I mean when we get together, get a couple drinks, watch the game the mood is so relaxed. No stresses, unless I lose a game at 2k9. We know how to drink so watching someone who bugs out always leaves memories.

Nothing really important or important enough to blog about.

I made a video blog with my lil cousin Jared ( 8 and Under Holla at HIm ) and we decdided to have a little bit of fun . Lol

NEW CUT

WHAT DO YOU THINK LOL

Video Blog # 2

Video Blogging is pretty hard when your doing it off the top of your head . You might or might not like it oh well. ENjoy or if not kick rocks bitch

MUSIC IS LIFE

My Bloggers , Wass Good . A nigga been chillen ejoying his time off you know. I been meaning to write here for a while, just been caught up with other shit.

On a another note, I got alot of positive feedback from the video blog. I apreciate that, some of ya tried to gas niggas up though, LOL . I knew ya would love that dimple ;)

Since I got my labtop I been on my music shit lately since I have to re-construct my whole Itunes library. I gotta download all the albums and songs I had on my other computer again. It's been stressful finding all these songs man. I almost forgot how much time I spent listening and downloading music before. I got 3,266 songs I have to make up and account for. Dammn a nigga love music though . Dont we all? Dont front like you dont listen to 808's and Heartbreak's if someone just broke up with you. When your just relaxing, g mackin' you listen to So Far Gone, or if your horny like some people I know, you listen to Janet Jackson lmfao . Anyways, my music library like the weather vary and change crazy. One day I'll listen to my man Fab and the other I could find myself listening to Ne-Yo. While were still on the topic, I downloaded Asleep in the Bread Isle by Asher Roth. I aint gon front, homie got flow and the album is tough. He so laid back on the track its funny. The album got songs for everybody. He got songs for the ladies, got party songs and he got nigga shit lol. I think you guys should deff download it. Dudes swagga is funny , remind me of myself, u no care free , laid back just living life. Another artist, I found real intresting for some odd reason was Landon Pigg. He's this white boy, but he could sing. You know the att comercial where the guy keeps sending his girl text messages, like hi from paris or w.e. Well thats his song being playing during the commercial. If you guys like all types of music and not just biased to Hip Hop and RnB then listen to it. The song is called " Falling in Love at a Coffee Shop ". If i knew why he named it that then I would let you guys know but I dont so dont ask lol.

I made a list of my favorite Albums. I included my favorite mixtapes too

- Jay Z / Blueprint , Black Album , Reasonable Doubt
- Kanye West / Graduation, 808's and Heartbreak's , Late Registration
- Drake / So Far Gone , and Heartbreak Drake
- Cassidy / Ima Hustler
- Rick Ross / Deeper Than Rap, Port of Miami
- Fabolous / Ghetto Fabolous, There is No Competition
- Notorious BIG / Life After Death , Ready to Die
- The Beastie Boys / Paul's Boutique , Licensed to Ill
- Nas / Illmatic
- Eminem / The Marshal Mathers LP , The Slime Shady LP
- Big Pun / Capital Punishment


Trust me, there PLENTY more to go. I know you guy this nigga all he listen to is Rap and Hip Hop. I listen to EVERYTHING except country, and that suicidal rock music. I just didn't wanna put my r&b albums cause I aint tryna show ya my soft side lol. But yea I listen to it


As for my life - I'm chillen like I said enjoying life. No complaints, just living happy. I be losing track of the days sometimes. If it wasnt for church, I wouldnt know today Sunday lol. Yo on another note, growing this beard is getting uncomfortable to sleep and put my head on my pillow. I'm almost there though. LOL .

As for this blog shit, Ima change up. So I can keep on brushing on writing, Ima do a video blog and a writing one, after each other. Meaning my next blog should be a video, and the one after that should be a word one.

Nothing else to say though, so I guess that's it. The time I spend writing in my blog are always well spent . I apreciate those who always keep up with my blog. Ya get love back .

SHOUTOUTS TO 09' GRADUATES - CONSTANCE, IVANNA, MARIAH, VICKY, ALLISON, ALL MY ST RAYS FOR GIRLS PRESTON HOMIES. CONGRATZ ! AND KARYSA WHO KILLED HER SHOW APPARENTLY LOL

LOVE PEACE AND GOD BLESS MAN . HOFFFFFA !

Video Blog # 1

I taught I should give your eyes a break. Instead reading mad paragraphs, You guys could watch my first video blog.



Should I keep this going ? Show me Love

Vacation ???

I know vacation cannot, I mean cannot be this boring . LOL

Let me stop . So far so good right? Since Graduation, I've been chillen again with my friend sleep. We have been making sweet love again. Baby, i'm sorry for dissapearing but I been caught up with alot of things. And now instead of waking up at 5 in the morning, I could spend the whole morning with you ;) . LOL

I been catching up on alot of sleep guys and it feels great. I go to sleep, and wake up whenever I please. Isn't that the American Dream? My beard is also growing too . ^_^ Since I don't gotta shave anymore for school, I've been watching myself transform into this hairy "one-dimpled" sexy beast. I also got my ears pierced again ( for like the 3rd time ), so the studs should be coming soon. The only thing I'm missing is my tat . I'm still contemplating what to get. I really want some hot design across my forearm. But will jobs hire some "tatted up" nigga even if he is qualified. I might as well end up with something on arm. not some regular shit but something that has some type of meaning behind it. I don't want nothing of no importance inked on my body. Whats the purpose of that ?

As of right now, I could look at life and find absolutely nothing to complain about. Which means things are finally looking up for me. Can't wait till I start working just so I could walk around with some money in my pocket and walk through stores like two words, "gimme-those". You see, I find being the first to cop these fly kicks or what not a great feeling. idk how to describe it, but just a great sense of accomplishment, that you were able to pick something so hot and be so exclusive to be the first nigga on the block with em. And you know people always look at watchu wearing, it's like a first impression. You can always tell something about anyone by the way their dressed. I love a girl with a style but not on some vogue type ish or crazy make up on their face shit either. At the same time she needs to know that depending on the time, wearing sweatpants and a big shirt is sexy . Feel me bloggers? call me picky, idc . lol

Well idk what else to right about . I'm about to head outside with Omar to chill with Nohelia and Gabby. Let's see how this goes lol .

Bloggers stay in tuned .

Love, peace and God bless